Perfectly Imperfect

Hope Y’all Are Having Peaceful Saturday!

As I sit here by myself on the weekend as I always do solodolo. I have to say I always enjoy my quiet time ,peacefulness, just like I am trying to rejuvenate my spirit.

Lately I have been going though a lot within myself . I guess you would say emotionally which Inturn drains you mentally and your body starts expressing it physically . Atleast that’s my logic to so many types of pain that one person as myself goes through . So much that’s it’s actually the only way I think I have ever lived . Crazy right ? Trust me I am living through it day in and day out and still I continue to try to understand it’s caos.

I can interact with other people or try to grow like new relationship but to me I think that means losing myself again I think that I am scared of losing myself again.

Have a Safe Weekend My Blogger Friends

Let’s Talk About These Truck Stops For A Moment Please

I feel like we wouldn’t have items to survive on our shelves if it wasn’t for our dedicated truck drivers. I come from a family of nothing but truck drivers. They spend day in and out on these roads carrying things we need to survive.

I recently have came out of my cabin and been on the road for 8 months frequenting these different establishments for food and showers and parking to sleep til morning for delivering loads. Loads that contain many different items people need like shelves for stores, tobacco products , large rolls of paper, produce , hot shot Amazon items and more . It really discouraged me to find out many of these establishments have No Hot Water, Rude customer service and definitely not enough parking area for our drivers. This is very upsetting to me that these drivers are not able to aquire these things. I am not the only one disturbed by this .

Just pay attention as you ride down these highways and you see all the trucks on ramps and on the side of the road trying to get rest to deliver our items . The reason they are there is because there is no where safe for them to park and sleep . The rest areas aren’t even big enough for these drivers.

I would like for someone to address this situation. I am not referring to small mom and pops establishments. I am speaking in big chains like PILOT FLYING J and LOVES.

As I won’t point fingers to who lacked what but don’t put PRIDE BEHIND YOUR BUSINESS NAME IF YOU CANT CONSIDER THESE VERY IMPORTANT DRIVERS NEEDS !

2021 Cabingurl Closing Chapters and New Beginnings

I am learning to Embrace me and my skin because all my life the shell the outer me is all everyone sees and there is so much more to me . I used to get mad and not understand why , then couldn’t see the beauty everyone else sees on the outside . My mom never saw it and I think that’s why I was more her enemy then her daughter.