Well today I had another doctor’s appointment. I was dreading it because I felt that man wasn’t so bad after all . The first session with him was not so good.

I have to admit I have started taking meds the way they ask me because I am so tired 😓 of not being able to sleep. I want just once to beable to sleep at night like regular people and not have to only beable to 😴 nap.

My therapist that I have been seeing weekly is really a nice woman . Her voice is very calming . I 💕 that about her our first session . I do look forward to talking to her each week because I feel like she is the only one that listens to me and gives me feedback .

I can only hope that therapy stays this soothing . There is so much drama in my extended family life . I am kinda glad to be the black sheep 🐑 of this family. Hurts at times but it’s been like this so long I just shake it off.

This whole CORONAVIRUS thing is ridiculous. My doctor told me only watch it maybe when I wake and before bed . NEWS IS MOOD ALTERING . so it’s best I don’t keep watching it . I see it a lot anyway because I try to keep my viewers up to date on my blog .

Y’all please just be safe . Take all precautions and know I am here trying to keep you up to date but at the same time I don’t want to only be delivering repetitive news that is all bad . Be blessed friend !