I am sorry y’all I know I haven’t been posting . I didn’t celebrate the 4th of July the way This country is dealing with things I see nothing to celebrate.

I do however honor any service men or women retired or active , disabled or not . I appreciate everything they have done or do for us.

I don’t however endorse anything that is going on in this crazy country right now !

I am Rastafarian as far as my culture goes and we love celebrating PEACE ON EARTH!

Good morning everyone . I hope that everyone is in good health and if you aren’t I pray to Jah that blessings heal you from head to toe , inside and out .

I just can’t seem to figure out where my thoughts are today . I know that sounds crazy especially if you have never experienced it . It’s kinda a blank , maybe lost feeling . It’s like something wants to weigh me down and make my spirit heavy but another part of me is like why ? I am ok , my kids are okay 👌! So where does this anxiety come from and why ?

Just for a day I would like to function like a so called NORMAL person . I mean if anyone really knows what that is . I want to beable to have one thought at a time and not experience this heavy feeling on my spirit.

If you know what I am talking about please feel free to leave comments even suggestions !

Hello my friends . Just wanted everyone know I am still working on the manuscript. It’s very emotional for me because I am sharing the events that happened to me and the night terrors and triggers it has caused me as an adult. All of which consists of domestic violence, child abuse , teen pregnancy and so much more . As I promised my sister on her death bed that I will share the story with others with hopes that anyone that is going through any of that can see there is always hope and you just need faith .

If my viewers would like me to just share it on this blog of mine please comment and I will .

Have a bless day Everyone !