Brand New Me
Another Saturday Night just me in the cabin with nothing but my thoughts.
It’s crazy every weekend I am alone and barely speak to anyone but I am ok with that. I never guessed that I would feel everyday of my age already. I had my kids as a teenager and before that thought goes around I wanted both my kids.
Victoria my daughter Wow she’s amazing . She was saving my life before she was even born and she is still right here saving me when I need her . See the county I was living in at the time that I got pregnant had previously told me the only way I could leave my moms house ,was to 17 years of age ,or with child. It was gonna take too long for me to turn 17 so I prayed about ,thought about it just decided I need her . I selfishly also wanted someone to love me unconditionally and vice versa. She has done exactly that for the 29 years she has been here.
Dustin my son he is mind blowing. He has always been my protector and that is alot of responsibility for a little boy. He also was wanted very much. He is a born King for sure.Dustin is such a big boy and his heart is double his size .He is an awesome dad and that surprised me for real because there aren’t dads in my lifetime . He was meant to be a dad just as I was meant to be a mom .
Tears in Heaven
All Cried Out
Praying
So Many Racing Thoughts
