Trying to fill in the blanks is never Easy for me!
As I am trying to live everyday as normal people do, I guess as people would call it. I mean in my mind who is to say who is normal these days? Sometimes as I watch other people I often wonder is that what normal is ? And if so I am not impressed .
I Don’t think I am here for you to Understand .Maybe you should just hold my hand. There are no directions on how to be in my life. Just make me feel safe and accept that sometimes people just have to learn It’s OK to Agree to Disagree ! In life maybe less is more atleast when it comes to me for sure . I like the Peaceful, Chilltimes ,Not to crazy around crowds or shopping center lines.Don’t need a fancy restaurant to make me happy . You and me ,chill time,and let me be me .I am very different and that’s what I love within myself. I can remember when there was a time there was nothing I loved about myself . So I call that some big BABY STEPS in this, TRYING to itergrate back into settings with other people more than 4 at a time because that is the safe number for me .
I don’t really have family and friends they have all went their own ways . That’s part of life which eventually everyone sees. I have accepted that I REALLY ONLY HAVE ME !
Perfectly Imperfect 