I Am Angry

I am angry , hurt and very mad at you ! Who gives you the right to do what you do ? As a child I was scared but I knew not to let it show,because that would cause more pain for me but pleasure for you.

As a grown man you had no right to put your filthy hands on me ! Of course back then mom said it was okay . That I will never understand. You knew it was wrong and didn’t care .

Now that I am a grown woman , I do have a lot of pain. Why would a grown man violate a little girl that way?

I have a daughter and she is everything to me . I now in this present day will always protect her from people like you. I wonder , do you have kids? A daughter perhaps? Does she know what a monster you are ? If you do .

I will continue to pray for people like you . I pray that one day someone will see that you Violate children. You violated Me too ! I MADE IT!

Yes I am a mess at times because the memories won’t leave but I will continue to try to release these haunting memories of you .

Yes Yes I am so Angry and this is ok ! I will hide that anger and pain because this is how I have always been trained. I just want you and every man that Violated Me as a little girl to know YOU DIDN’T BREAK ME !

I might be chipped or even cracked but I now wear my life scars proudly.

I am not the one that should feel shame ! No I have learned I had NO VOICE as a little girl but I do have one now and I need you to hear me and hear me loudly . I survived ! You didn’t break me ! I am angry !

Published by cabingurl

I am a daily survivor of mental illness. So bad that I don't leave my cabin unless it's with someone I feel completely safe with . I just want everyone to see that even with my illness I am still able to have a life and so can others that have or are suffering with mental illness.

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