Cabingurl Feels Like I Am Drowning

Ever felt like there was a big void in your life ? I DO ALOT and at times it seems like I am drowning in life and can’t breathe . My chest is heavy at times and my spirit just feels smothered .

What do I do to escape this feeling ? No one has that answer and I realize that but I can always hope and pray that this void , numbness , and drowning feeling will go away .

My Spirit is tired and exhausted from all the stresses of this life . I know I treat people right and in return I just get hurt in some way or fashion I once again lose myself .

After going through all that I have been thru with all the abuse I have had in the past I just knew that the pain was over . Like I had paid with my pain and tears long enough but I am always wrong because pain is always hiding waiting for me to try to take a breath. I know we are all destined to be here but I am also sure that life is NOT supposed to feel like a plastic bag is over my face stealing every breath I take .

Published by cabingurl

I am a daily survivor of mental illness. So bad that I don't leave my cabin unless it's with someone I feel completely safe with . I just want everyone to see that even with my illness I am still able to have a life and so can others that have or are suffering with mental illness.

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