This is what I am truly trying to do but it’s scary . For the first time in my life in a long time I am alone . No kids , no husband. It’s like that was my only identity. Now I am trying to discover who I am . But the past is really haunting me so much that I don’t sleep or eat at times . I know that’s just depression knocking on my door 🚪. I am doing my best to keep that door closed .
It’s so easy to say just not easy to do . I feel when I lost my sister I lost myself for real. All this time has went by and I still feel like I just lost my sister . I know she would want me to be happy but that’s just too hard to really do without the one person I know loved me UNCONDITIONALLY!
Perfectly Imperfect 