Good afternoon friends ! I am so happy to report that finally after a month long wait I got the pleasure off talking with my therapist today . When I tell y’all I have the best therapist, I am so serious . Soon as I heard her voice I just felt that all was ok with the world 🌎 again atleast while I am talking to her . I really love my therapist cause she does care and listen . Especially when no one else cares . She is also taking my hand per say and helping me get this manuscript done . She was so happy to hear my voice like I was hers.
I have done a lot of writing while riding on the road . If I could just pay someone to always drive me out of state and let me be free all the time I would . Hell my manuscript would be done .
I don’t have much support from my family with my manuscript or anything else really . Our family just isn’t really a family . As bad as that sounds feels 10xs worse trust me. I have learned not to look to them for support anymore they don’t want to face the truth . I think they are very ashamed that I have mental illness . So they would like to act like it doesn’t exist kinda as if I don’t .
My therapist says I do have a family . The one I made . My daughter and son and my son’s kids my grandchildren. You can’t make people accept you or the truth behind your pain . I get it I really do now . Everyday it bothers me but I pray one day that Jah takes even that abandonment feeling from them away from me .
Perfectly Imperfect 