So I know I havent been posting as much as I used to I have been out of the cabin several weeks now trying to adapt to the outside world again . Having PTSD I can’t assure anyone I know all my triggers because I would definitely be lying. Everyday it’s a test within myself . Just recently while being on my road trip , I was in a truck stop and the doors just kept slamming in the shower area for truckers. I became so scared then just completed aggravated. I just couldn’t understand why these people are slamming doors like this . Come to find out after calming down that the doors were all messed up and that slamming is in fact the only way to assure the doors are closed. Just that quick I was triggered just wanted to get out of that place .
During these weeks of travel I have faced alot of flashbacks that haunt me and places that I have questioned all my life. It’s been so emotional at times . As I sit back and watch out window I feel like Wow why did I lose so much time with people when the whole time I should of been learning myself .
Perfectly Imperfect 