I am angry hurt and very mad at you. Who gives you the right to do what you do? As a child I was scared but I knew not to let it show because that would cause more pain for me, but pleasure for you. As a grown man you had no right to put your filthy hands on me. Of course back then mom said it was OK. That I will never understand. You knew it was wrong and didn’t care. Now that I am a grown woman I do I have a lot of pain. Why would a grown man violate a little girl that way? I have an a daughter and she is everything to me. I now in this present day will always protect her from people like you!I wonder do you have kids? A daughter perhaps? Does she know what a monster you are if you do? I will continue to pray for people like you. I pray that one day someone will see that you violate children. You violated me! Yes I am angry, angry as hell! Because you were allowed to hurt me .I wish I could see you now that I am grown I need that closure .I need you to see I survived you and the others that violated me . I made it! Yes I am a mess at times because the memories won’t leave , but I will continue to try to release these haunting memories of you. Yes yes, I am so angry and this is OK. I will hide that anger and pain, because this is how I have always been trained. I just want you and every man that violated me as a little girl to know you didn’t break me. I might be shipped or even cracked but I now wear my life scars Proudly. I am not the one that should feel ashamed! No I have learned I had no voice as that little girl, but I do have one now . I need you to hear me and hear me loudly I survived you! You didn’t break me! I am angry!
Perfectly Imperfect 