So I was blogging today and I always have to have a tv or music playing in back round kinda helps me fade out the racing thoughts in my head so I can kinda concentrate on my blogging. I know that sounds weird but I am different.
The Trials Of Gabriel Fernandez
So this is the movie that I was listening to as I was blogging . I couldn’t help but focus in on it because certain words they were saying was triggering memories from my past. It’s h a precious little boy that was beaten and killed by his family. They were speaking about how the system let this little boy. This is very real to me . During the abuse I encountered from my mother during my childhood the system didn’t help me at all. And still they all tried to make it seem that as long as mom had an explanation wether true or false for all the marks and bruises that all was well and they could close my case and all was well. Umm Excuse me NO it didn’t work that way. All they did was piss my mom off and give her another reason to beat the shit out of me. Yes Of course at times when I was questioned I had to lie and say I hit my face on door knob. But come on are these people not trained enough to know when a child is lying out of fear . They didn’t hear the threats made from my mom up until the moment they showed up at door . We all know they were not pop up visits because someone always contaced my mom ahead of time do she could cover her ass. The Counselor At Mt.Carmel Elementary School used to come remove me from class just so they could do a body search of new bruises and marks. I never understood whys we were doing that because they was never doing anything to help me . They had took pictures and all but for no reason. As a young girl this was so uncomfortable for me .
Back to this little boy on this movie . This poor baby was tortured in so many terrible ways . I don’t understand how any person let alone parents can do that to their child. What is Happening to this World? This baby was being called GAY and forced to wear dresses all the way up to his death. These parents ARE MONSTERS! This child had siblings and they weren’t being treated like that . I know that feeling because I also have siblings and my mom’s abuse showed alot of favortism . I now as an adult understand why I was my mom’s target each time . I know that it is because I was a bad mistake that she made and I wouldn’t go away. She was kinda stuck with me. I was the result of a night out cheating on her husband my sister’s father the man she was married to at the time.
The beatings this baby Gabriel took is insane,brutal,bloody and horrific. The emotions the parents showed was none they were so void . Where the hell was their heart ?This man says his anger level was at 20 , why was he around any kids with that much Anger? Every breathe this baby took was painful because his rib bone was broken. I am sorry but there is NO AMOUNT OF TIME these parents can do to pay for this MALICE MURDER OF THIS 8 YR OLD CHILD.The medical report and evidence is so huge and strong . The manner of Gabriel’s Death was Determined HOMICIDLE.He had only cat litter inside him.
This is how I know God is always with me because so many times in our lives we could have made one wrong decision and it could have ended your life . And from that there is no turning back . No redo’s none of that .
Again I have to say how did no one see this baby struggling and help.? I ask that same question all the time about people that could of helped me but never did . I know I will never have those answers but that question will always be there .
The part that really gets me is when they called all the social workers in court . I feel as they should . As many caseworkers got involved in our lives and never helped . What the hell did y’all complicate our lives for then ? That’s how I always felt .
The mom is pure 👿 evil! She in prison fighting for make up and her son is dead. She has no ❤️. They say it’s because she was abused as a child and raped . I am sorry that still doesn’t make it ok .
I was beaten and handed sound but there is NO WAY IN HELL I COULD PUT THAT PAIN ON MY KIDS !
She had baby Gabriel for this gay couple and after years took him away from them . She should of never bothered him . She only did it for money .
Okay I have to take break for now but I will continue this ! Feel free to leave comments likes and follow.
I am back sorry y’all . So I have continued watching this movie . They are talking about how this boy could have been saved before all this happen if people had just stepped up .
I can’t imagine how many different case workers and counselors I talked to . Then people really don’t care . I used to want to be a social worker because I know by personal experience how these children are feeling and what they are going through . I can also tell you when they are lying to save their lives .
They took that child back just so they could get welfare for him . This is ridiculous.
They say these caseworkers are over worked . I am sorry but you took that responsibility on when you took that career. Don’t risk people’s lives like this . It’s worse than criminal .
Perfectly Imperfect 