So I have spent the last few or 4 days in bed this weekend.Yes I understand that is just part of my mental illness. I also refuse to give into the stereotype of all that foolery. I may not beable to beat this is illness but I sure ain’t gonna just give into it either. I believe that I can handle it and my determination is strong.
What is really heavy on my mind though is that I may very well be alone for the rest of my life because when I am honest with people about myself they run away and I never hear from them again. I wish people would understand I am not contagious ! Mental Illness does not spread like that or at all. I can thank my mother and whoever her trick was the night she conceived me . Now because people don’t understand the only way I will not be alone is to hide the real me and I can’t do that. I just want someone that isn’t so damn scary. Wow like I raised 2 wonderful kids and did it with no help and they turned out great . PEOPLE WITH MENTAL ILLNESS ARE NOT ALL BAD PEOPLE DAYUM!
So now this is the question AM I DOOMED AND WILL ONLY BE LEFT ALONE ALL BECAUSE OF MY HONESTY ABOUT MY MENTAL ILLNESS?
I started a profile on a dating site and let me tell yall . If you tell the people on there the truth , U may never hear from them again. if you ever want someone to go away just ask me to talk to them honey they will run and run fast lmfao . Have too laugh because I ran out of tears a long time ago .
If you have the same problem please feel free to leave comments, suggestions , likes and follow. I would love to hear others thoughts on this.
Perfectly Imperfect 