There’s An Emptiness Cabingurl

vm.tiktok.com/qfMMEE/ This makes me think of my sister Paula . I miss her so much ! Before she passed we discussed what I went through with my mom and all the abuse . My sister cried and told me she loves me and she was so sorry . She had me promise to keep writing and I am doing just that . This blog is just a baby step to my Story. At times I will speak on what took place and the memories that continue to haunt me and how I will continue to fight through all the madness of my mental illnesses to find me THE REAL ME that lil girl that was never wanted . She is wanted now by ME ! I am trying my hardest to find myself and claim this life that has been given to me .