Is Anyone Else Secretly Fearing Valentines Day ?

As this holiday gets closer it always makes me sad even when I know it means nothing really .

I guess because I feel like this is one day that makes people realize how alone or unloved they really are .

For some people that isn’t a nice realization. My daughter used to say she would be my Valentine 💕. I loved that but now she is married . So her wife will be her Valentines .

I was never prepared for my kids to leave me and get their own lives . I have always felt like they are mine and I would never feel alone again . Unfortunately even that comes to an end at some point . It has to so they can spread their wings . But it hurts 💔.

I have ONE GOOD MEMORY that always comes to me getting close to Valentines and that was when a friend bought me balloons 🎈, candy 🍭, and flowers 🌺. I ❤️ flowers . I dream one day someone will actually send some to me like people used to do .

You know all those thoughts that are constantly racing in my mind the one that sticks out is this countdown for VALENTINES. Ughhhh

I don’t wanna be a sour puss on everyone’s Valentines so I hope that everyone enjoys that day .

So I asked Alexa where Valentines Day came from and she gave me some interesting info and of course I am gonna share it with y’all. Please feel free to follow , leave likes and comments . Be blessed !