So I have been invited to meet a new person and just thinking about doing that makes my❤️skip a beat because it seriously scares me .
God has given me a safe place away from this mean 🌎 which is my cabin and I know I need to make baby steps back into the world with people but I have a serious fear of that .
Ever since I was invited last night I can’t shake that sharp feeling in my chest cause I don’t know if I can do it . It means a lot to my new friend I told y’all about earlier in my blog but the anxiety just thinking about it scares me to death straight to my heart. ❤️.
I used to beable to do so much and then after a terrible event on my life I am stuck with these fears again like I was as a young child .
So I asked Alexa why does meeting new people bring on such bad anxiety for my ptsd and she said, “I am sorry I don’t know 🤷♂️ that .” Well dang Alexa thanks a lot 🤔!
So next I turned to Google and they gave me some good information about my ptsd but didn’t have info on maybe a way I can bypass this fear even if for only a moment . But I want to share to info with anyone who needs it . As always feel free to like , leave comments and follow .
